| Aug. 8th, 2002 @ 12:13 pm I Dream of Brad |
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Now Feeling: not bad actually
Now Playing: (KEXP Live (56kbps))
I dreamt about Brad Pitt here last night. That's good I hear you say. Here's the problem... I dreamt my brother slept with Brad Pitt. Argh!
I need to fix my head, someone pass me a monkey wrench.
I'm dressed all in black today with a leather ankle cuff and a purple studed armband in honour of Goth!Clark. I even put on mascara.
Goth!Clark Diary Entry 3
Life sucks. Everybody thinks I'm this big boring dork. I hate it. I hate having this secret. It tears me up inside like beetles with razor sharp teeth eating their way out of me. Only sheer force of will keeps them inside. If I ever let up they will tear their way through my skin and eat everyone in Smallville alive. Swallow everything up in a black cloud of whirring biting screaming death...
I forgot to look for a bit of meteor rock. I'll have to do it tomorrow.
I just got off the phone with Lex, I wish he would stop asking me about Lana. All we ever talk about is Lana and our stupid parents and school and work. I want to talk to him about real stuff, about what's inside my head, about what he's thinking when he stares at me. I wrote a poem about him in Biology, I didn't tell him that either.
Pale skin, blue eyes
Bare skin, sharp eyes
Soft skin, crooked smile
Tell me what's inside
Inside and underneath
Harsh words? Jagged teeth?
Black lies? Laughter vile?
Walk with me a while
Tell me what you see
When you look at me
I wonder if he does think what everyone else thinks only he hides it better. I saved him and now he's stuck being friends with me. I don't think it's true but sometimes I think it anyway. Going to go to bed and cry now. My life is an unending list of illusions.
End Diary Entry
| You are 36% geek |  | You are a geek liaison, which means you go both ways. You can hang out with normal people or you can hang out with geeks which means you often have geeks as friends and/or have a job where you have to mediate between geeks and normal people. This is an important role and one of which you should be proud. In fact, you can make a good deal of money as a translator.
Normal: Tell our geek we need him to work this weekend.
You [to Geek]: We need more than that, Scotty. You'll have to stay until you can squeeze more outta them engines!
Geek [to You]: I'm givin' her all she's got, Captain, but we need more dilithium crystals!
You [to Normal]: He wants to know if he gets overtime.
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