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Aug. 8th, 2002 @ 03:43 pm Death
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Poor Goth!Clark, nobody loves Goth!Clark, nobody reads Goth!Clark (except Finn), Goth!Clark is alone in the universe...


Goth!Clark Diary Entry 3 part Deux

Can't sleep, thinking about death again. I just realised that I saw all the names of all the people close to me on the gravestones in Cassandra's vision except for Lex. Why wasn't Lex's name there? Did the meteors change him more than just losing his hair? Will he live as long as me? It wouldn't be so bad if Lex was still there.

I wonder what death's like, whether Cassandra's vision means I'll never die or I'll just live a really long time. It doesn't seem possible that someone could never die. I'm like a vampire, like Angel, except I can go out in the sun and I don't have to drink blood. I wonder what blood tastes like. And I have to help the helpless just like he does. I should get a cool coat like his... I wonder if Mom will let me do my hair like that. Probably not.

I never get to do anything I want to.

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From:[info]opheliasclone
Date: August 8th, 2002 08:28 am (UTC)
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I read it. I just don't know what to think of it.

Superman watches Buffy? :-/
From:(Anonymous)
Date: August 8th, 2002 09:50 am (UTC)
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I read it, but then I'm just the dodgy lurker so I don't count really. :s

You think this is easy? Do you? I wanted to be an astronaut.

L.
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From:[info]joannastar
Date: August 8th, 2002 10:45 am (UTC)
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I read it too...
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From:[info]marysiak
Date: August 8th, 2002 11:29 am (UTC)
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I'm sure they have the WB in Smallville :)

Goth!Clark thinks Angel is very cool. Goth!Clark fell too close to the tree to lust after Spike but he's working on it.
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From:[info]opheliasclone
Date: August 8th, 2002 12:38 pm (UTC)
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I think the ultimate slash fiction story would be about a convention in which a whole bunch of fictional characters showed up and got terribly excited with mutual admiration of one another.

Clark: Wow, Angel. Thanks for the autograph! You're so cool.
Angel: Hey, was that Batman? Nice tights...