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Aug. 9th, 2002 @ 10:45 am Goth!Clark, the Diet Pepsi of Goth
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I think I have become Goth!Marysia.


Goth!Clark Diary Entry 4

I am never leaving the barn again. Ever.

Unless it's to destroy the entire human race like an avenging angel in a tide of blood.

I decided to try and talk to Lana at school today. I told her that I hated that nobody saw the real me. She said "And what is the real you, Clark?" I said that I wasn't as nice as everyone thought I was and she laughed at me! She said "You're exactly what everyone thinks you are, Clark." I think I hate Lana, I think I hate everyone.

Bitter hate fills my alien veins
Humanity drains from my pores
I reject the world around me
Acid tears fall like heavy rain
I am becoming
I am other

Why should I pretend to be human when I hate humanity? The very act of saving them puts them beneath me. Pathetic, crawling, weak... why did she have to say that? Why doesn't she understand?

My Mom asked me what was wrong when I came home and I almost said "I despise the pathetic, stupid creatures that inhabit this planet and I wish I could destroy you all." But I said I was fine instead.

I'm gonna go over to Lex's and ask him how he gets through the day without killing someone. He's the only one who understands me.

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From:(Anonymous)
Date: August 9th, 2002 03:53 am (UTC)
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Given that it seems to be Goth! week in here I'd better do my best to fit in.

So I'm going to be Goth!Lurker.

Goths tend to be quite lurky by nature anyway. More inclined to be passive rather than active. Thinkers, not doers, unless writing self-absorbed poetry counts as activity, at least.

Now I'll skulk off to a dark corner of this journal, put up some Bauhaus posters and be stylishly moody. So much so, in fact, I'm going to make Marilyn Manson look like Britney. Nothing succeeds like excess.

G!L.
From:(Anonymous)
Date: August 9th, 2002 04:57 am (UTC)
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Anyone remember Clan of Xymox? I've got the MP3s if anyone wants to... um... try it before they buy it.

G!L.
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From:[info]alasdair
Date: August 9th, 2002 06:34 am (UTC)
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I may get "bitter hate fills my alien veins" on a t-shirt.